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Do you feel afraid of images of god?
This all fear, insecure, humiliating and uncomfortable feelings started after some time I came across masterbation.
I was a normal, free and enthusiastic boy and at my first encounter with masterbation I felt excited to do it.
But afterward I would do it everyday and then my age was 15-16. Then I started feeling bad about it, felt like im addicted, felt bad about myself, I would repent for it and again would find myself unable to control the desires on encounter with some sexy images.I would try to suppress the thoughts coming to my mind and feel guilty of god.
Now im 23 and I still feel afraid of images of god as if I am humiliating them. Disgusting feelings have stucked into my mind and I cant face images of god.
If I find images around me, I feel panick...mind stucked..digusting feelings...my mood goes off...and I cant do my work in hand. So everyday I stay like holding myself and stay very consious.
Do anyone feel like this...Am I a bad person?
You might ask this in the religion section.. the answer depends on who you ask.
Psychology might say pick your religion based on what works best in your life. Religion ought to be a tool to keep you feeling safe, loved, and ok with death.
So no, you're not a bad person, and I've never met any male that does not masturbate.
Stephen Marley - Mind Control
